Sometimes, I sit and stare off at nothing in particular and think about what that moment would be like had you not found me. I often realize that everything would be exactly the same. I would sleep and rise at the same times of day. I would go to work and come home. The sun would still shine and the rain would still fall.
But the difference is, my dear, I am doing all of these things now filled with love and joy, and a happiness that I never thought possible. I feel calm, safe and content. I feel held and seen. Troubles roll off my shoulders and hours slip by, while at the same time stand so completely still that you want to check to see if there are signs of life—as one would do to a person sleeping too soundly.
I love you more than I could ever say and I'm so happy to have you to share each day with. You are all I could and ever will want in this life and the next. I am forever yours. Always.